我怎么了?

鼻酸...
为什么..
为什么就不能像普通朋友一样..
说上几句...
看到你不再心痛..
心灰意冷...

我真的没有办法酱我的心情写出来...
也没有办法发泄出来...

刚被朋友骂了一下...
我真的没有!!!
i didnt have unconscious
im not zombie!!
im a normal girl!!

i know i should wake up...
actually i ady wake up..
i didnt think much continue story wif him ady...
i know time will let it pass...
but now...
i juz let it go...
if i will remember it..
then juz let it in my mind..
i still know wat my mind thinking..
juz ...
scary n dun wan to face it...

sorry about it...
i really cant do it now...
feel so sad why our relationship cant become lik b4..
i understanding is hard..
but..pls..
got title to chating n talk better like nobody..
no talk..
no eye contact..
no smile...
no anything...

i lie my self?
i think....
i really cant continue write..

juz let myself become empty minded
juz let it go...


sorry all my friend..